I am pissed. That's saying a lot, because, I regularly don't swear.
So, I just found out that, like, everyone has a job and a car except me. And I mean everyone. Gah...I was in economics class, and the subject on working came up. My teacher asked who has a car and job. I was the only one in the whole class who didn't! At the moment, I wasn't mad, just embarassed.
Anyways, I was going to buy Metroid Prime 3 after school. And possibly apply for a job at Best Buy. But, it was kind of hot, so I didn't feel like biking. I was seriously planning on taking my dad's car while walking home. As I opened the garage, the car was gone!
From there, I waited. But as time ticked by, I fell asleep. I didn't sleep the previous night. I woke up at around 7:30 and noticed it was dark. From there I started to come into realization. I hated my life. I hated not having a car. I hated not having money. I hated relying on my parent. I just hate them in general. Once they got home, they arrogantly thought they knew why I was angry. And they have no clue.
Oh, as a final note, everyone thinks I'm emo now. Nah, I'm just...hmm, maybe I could pull it off.
As I look back on this, I realized I couldn't put in all the small details that make up my anger. It doesn't seem that bad as I read it, but I know I'm still mad. Oh how I love journals...especially when anyone can read it.